to pee or not to pee

There should be a name for it. That weird sensation you get when you're dreaming and you know you need to pee. All of all sudden you know you can't or something bad will happen. You're not quite convinced the dream world is real so you won't go to the bathroom until you are safe.  I can't be the only person to have felt this way.
Right now. I so beyond tired I was sitting on the throne and could not pee. The exhaustion was bad enough that I wasn't in my full reality anymore. Three times I had to remind my bladder it wasn't wrong. You can pee here. It's meant for that to happen here.

Heartsick

My soul longs for you.
My body cries out for the comfort of your touch.
My ears strain to hear even a whisper of the melody of your voice.
My eyes fill with tears when I think of how long we have been apart.
My heart sits heavy in my chest.
My stomach is knotted and acidic.
My fingers grasp at nothing but memories.
My feet itch as they long to be walking toward you.

I am homesick for you.
You are my home.
I am heartsick for you.
You are my heart.
I am lovesick for you.
You are my love.

Best Times

It was the best of times
It was the worst of times
It was all the times we would know

It was the best with you
the rest just blew
well it only goes to show.

At Least For Tonight

You, you, you can change me,
you, you, you can fix me,
you, you, you can make it right,
at least for tonight

Tomorrow we may go our separate ways,
but the memory of this time will always stay

'Cause tonight,

We, we, we are dancing,
we, we, we are laughing,
we, we, we are drinking our troubles away
at least for today

Dissolving our drama with beer,
making those shots disappear

And,
You, you, you are smoking,
I, I, I am singing,
Tonight, I'll be in your bed,
Because of what you said

Tomorrow we may go our separate ways,
but the memory of this time will always stay

'Cause,
You, you, you were lying,
I, I, I was buying
every single word of your game,
You told me you felt the same

You said,

You, you, you can change me,
you, you, you can fix me,
you, you, you can make it right,
at least for tonight